“I need to write another blog post about sex,” I told my husband recently, pretty much in jest.
I’m not sure why, but the other day I noticed a YouTube post entitled “What No One Is Saying About Saving Yourself for Marriage” by a young woman named Emily Wilson; it was among the many videos suggested to me by YouTube. It was only about fifteen minutes, so I decided to watch it.
Wilson said that she made the video to speak openly about this topic that is so often not discussed very openly.
Sex is definitely no longer something that is whispered about, in secular settings. In the more conservative religious communities, trust me, it is not openly discussed, with the exception of the instructions given by pastors not to do it unless you’re married.
While I support the premise of abstinence, especially for teenagers, I definitely believe that this topic needs to be discussed more openly in conservative and religious settings.
Not doing the deed because God said not to until you’re married may motivate some people, but it’s not the only reason, and for young women, it may not be the reason that carries the most weight; maybe that one reason should, but orders without honesty don’t really mean all that much to teenagers.
In the video, Wilson said, “There is no way to know how vulnerable sex is until you have taken part in it.”
I had never thought about sex in those exact terms, though I can certainly understand her point, and her choice of the word “vulnerable” is a good one.
Even in this current, crass society, women haven’t changed to the extent that having sex, especially for the first time, cannot help but unlock a door of unfamiliar and conflicting emotions that are unlike those associated with anything else she has experienced. Having a few laughs and even sharing a few kisses with a guy is nothing like baring your body for the purposes of sharing it with him.
Though I would think most adults would agree that engaging in sex is not ideal for teenagers, the position of waiting for marriage beyond the teenage years seems to be a rather unpopular one, especially among Wilson’s target audience, which seems to be young women who are college age or young professionals – basically millennials.
Wilson, who chose to wait for her wedding day to have sex, said that she does not view herself as better than others who chose differently than she did. She did say that she received a lot of criticism, as did her friends during their college years, from people who didn’t share that conservative view of sex.
I know a fair number of people who would, and do, criticize religious people for being judgmental of others’ choices, thus I find it quite interesting, though not surprising, that people are so critical of this very personal choice that some young women have made.
The message Wilson is sending is clear though; she said that she experienced great joy in having waited, and she wanted to share some of the things she has heard from friends who didn’t wait for marriage. Wilson said that many have experienced regret: “Once you meet that man (your husband) you realize what you could have shared with him that you didn’t that you are no longer able to, so many women that I know, that reality is just crushing for them.”
I had two thoughts after hearing that statement. My first though was, did these women’s partners feel the same sadness when they realized that they could have shared something special with their wives, but they were no longer able to do so?
Just wondering, because I would think that a woman who has saved herself for marriage, desiring to give that gift to only one special person, would deserve no less than the same in return.
Perhaps there are some guys out there who have regrets about having had casual sex, and who have made different decisions as they have matured, which brings me to my second thought. If either a man or a woman decides at some point that they have been too casual with sex and decides to make a change, hopefully they can leave the past in the past and not allow it to be a “crushing” presence in their present. committed relationship
Sex is a complicated part of human relationships, coupled with emotion and even with physiology.
If I were to give some advice to my niece, who is now eighteen, I would say I know what you’ve heard in church – don’t have sex until you’re married, but you may or may not have heard much more than that because the grown women still don’t talk about it.
Having sex at the wrong time can be among the biggest mistakes you’ll ever make. An unplanned pregnancy wouldn’t prevent us from loving you, but it would prevent you from living the life you should be able to live, from enjoying your youth, from pursuing your goals, from chasing your dreams.
Beyond the obvious consequence are the consequences that you really just can’t understand until it’s too late, until you’ve opened a door to a part of yourself that you may or may not have been ready to have opened.
If you choose to honor the standard that you’ve been taught from the Bible about waiting for sex until marriage, then stand firm no matter who is intolerant of the beliefs that led you to make your choice.
Know who you are. You must value yourself in such a way that you aren’t looking to a guy to make you whole. Know what you deserve. You deserve someone who values you for who you are, not for what you can give him, sexually or otherwise. Know what you expect in return from that person to whom you may choose to give your love.
While you might regret having sex too soon, you’re not likely to regret having waited to have sex.
I don’t regret never having to wonder if I might be pregnant when my periods were a little late as a teenager or a 20something. I also don’t regret knowing that I didn’t have an STD when I had an irregular pap test result in my mid 20s. And I don’t regret marrying my husband even though, for us, giving ourselves exclusively to each other on our wedding day was not an option. We have given ourselves exclusively to each other for over eleven years now, and he has been a good partner, friend, and lover.
Even in the most committed relationships sex can be many things, from a point of contention to a lot of fun, but I think it’s only in the most secure relationships that it truly becomes everything positive that it was meant to be.